I read, write, bake, cook, sew, clean, construct, destruct, grow, learn, explore, appreciate, respect, disrespect, reject, deny, accept, love, hate, listen, hear, get drunk, fight, get beat up, talk shit, lose weight, gain weight, color my hair, self-harm, self-love, self-help, self-educate, self-teach, keep things, throw things away, see, watch, examine, realize, make love, make way, make mistakes, am human.
My mind and heart are far too interested in a mass array of subjects and ideas; in fact, so many that I've had difficulty in the past years to appropriately aspire in just one core idea and dream. I am the fruit of a young woman and I do not wish to divert my precious time and energy dabbling in teenaged waste or petty drama with insecure cunts. I try to maintain good character as a whole by managing my amazing people skills, avoiding toxic individuals and poisonous substances, upholding my natural self-confidence, repairing personal mishaps, sustaining respect and cultivating my individuality. I am able to put a blanket over the edge of my attitude for such awhile until the rawness of my persona is revealed completely on its own. I am a wild child at heart. I am wicked and I am nice. I am sugar and also the spice. ♥ I am often prone to random emotional episodes and irrational thought processes. I am paranoid and anxious; and subject to sudden and unexplainable behavioral changes. I find myself often misunderstood by people who cannot handle my profane language, generally laid back obscurities, boisterousness, ill-concentrated realness & turbulent carelessness. I can be inexplicably out-going yet communicable and mellow. I have my share of mania as well as modesty. I am a strange cluster of collected chaos. I don't do things the right way, or the wrong way. I do things my way. I attain a natural, developed love for myself as a whole.
I am completely beyond passionate, expressive hate; I would much rather just not give a fuck. I try as much as possible to not allow most of my time, energy, words and integrity to go to waste over the things and people that cause me distress. I tend to fully avoid what most people can easily call "bad vibes." I am utterly incapable of tolerance for stupid bullshit.
I surround myself with positivity as much as possible, I find joy in the simplest outings and activities, I make everything fun because everything is fun. I'm happy to be alive. I try each and every day to send out only what I wish to receive.